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22 is the worst thing.
About a week before I turned twenty two, my Aunt Stacy died.
I went to her memorial service on the 20th, a day after my birthday and also, Saturday. I still hurt. I will never not miss her ( Read more... ) -
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I hate myself, and I'm starting to realize why. I dont deserve their regard. I dont deserve nice things. I still get them. I'm a waste of space, of life. I should be dead.
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3/12/16
and then I woke up.
Five little words that aren't even a sentence. A nightmare of truth.
It's still there... waiting for you to open your eyes. The creature from your nightmares, also the best metaphor your subconcious has to offer for reality. -
Note to self
Chanting 'I feel better' over and over again doesn't help.
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Today has been a BAD day
No one is actually going to read this, which is pretty goddamn freeing.
To clarfy my day started out normally. I got up, got dressed, all that good stuff, but it was raining, which really sucked.
I should have taken the rain as an omen, because now, some 7 hours later, I'm in a funk.
The words I hate myself have crossed my mind more than one. Same ( Read more... ) -
Ha.
Welcome to the new year. Nothing really interesting has happened, just irritating bs. Such is the way of the world. -
Short memory I wrote in English comp class that I wanted to share.
The town of Knollwood in Claymont Delaware is run down. It is old and filled with history. The building are made of cold, unforgiving brick, the neighborhood is built on a hill, and the people are from the more shady side of life. All in all, not the best place to grow up, no matter the history you have there. The biggest upside lies ( Read more... ) -
I have two rubber ducks.
Ry-duck and Bren-duck. Together, they have adventures.
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Toaster overs are amazing.
Not enough praise goes out to them.
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Hello headache
No wonder I'm miserable.