Comments | unseenemptiness: But that's all over..

unseenemptiness

But that's all over..

Oct 25, 2007 16:41

So yeah, Mike broke up with me last night. I knew it was coming in a way, well only a day's notice really. The night before, we hung out because he was gone the whole weekend in florida, and we didn't see each the whole week before that besides on friday for an hour before he left. So yeah I was originally pissed off because he seemed like he didn' ( Read more... )

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splitvisions October 28 2007, 17:41:39 UTC

hey baby I'm really glad that you are doing okay. you know I'm always here hun even if I don't show it. call me at anytime you ever want to, day or night. and you are invited to come with me wherever i go with Jacob (my car) lol. so anytime you wanna hang out, just call yo. I'm really proud of you growing from everything that has happened the past couple years. I love you so much and you're such a kind, caring, HILARIOUS, amazing person and I know you'll always end up fine. I really respect your perspectives about all of this, too. taking time to get to know yourself will be very good for you. you'll be able to see what you want, and what you need in life, not just a relationship. There will always be new beginnings in your life as long as you keep on keepin' on! I actually wrote this poem in school for English class on the 18th and it applies to this journal entry. I haven't showed it to anyone but I want you to see it ( ... )

thanks unseenemptiness October 29 2007, 01:19:48 UTC

Hey you, thanks a lot! I was really happy to see that you read this, because I think other than that Tiffany's the only one that sees these. And thanks for being there. I'm so weird about this, because sometimes I feel like complete shit and others I feel almost completely normal, like nothing happened. I'm trying to figuire out what to do about it. I don't think I want to lose mike completely, I think I still want to be friends. But the thing is...I don't know how i'd draw the line. If I still talk to him..I might still try to hold on to us being together and end up trying to convince him to come back to me or something. And if we ever hung out..Im gonna want to be affectionate with him like I used to be. But if I don't ever talk to him...I might lose him completely out of my life and I don't think I want that. He's such a great guy and I don't want him to be gone forever. I feel like there's a chance that we might be together again or something, I don't really know. It's just I don't want us to just be completely separated now, it ( ... )

Re: thanks splitvisions November 6 2007, 02:43:44 UTC

I completely understand your struggle of not wanting to lose him, but also not wanting to try to hold on to him. you have to give it time. time is the solution to almost anything, even if your pulling your hair out over it in the meantime. if "fate", or whatever you believe in, wants you to be with him again one day, then it will happen. of course it's gonna suck right now but you have to hang in there. I've never gone through a heartbreak and I'm sorry you've had two. you have to look at it now how you would look at it in a year or so. I'm not sure what that would be but you'll get it eventually.

poem unseenemptiness October 29 2007, 01:21:44 UTC

And that poem is awesome by the way! Thanks! You're a good poem writer/overall writer. Good job!