Well I doubt anybody reads these things anymore..not that that many people ever did to begin with that I was friends with ( Read more... )

ughhh. I'm so depressed. I just want to go out with some friends or somebody, ANYBODY and have fun. I just want to have a life. Want to have a social life. I feel so alone, I feel like i'm alone all the time really. Even around other people, I feel like i'm all by myself. I miss Mike. I bet he doesn't even get sad about this stuff either. I bet he ( Read more... )

Bored as fuck. On a friday afternoon. Nothing holding me here, but nowhere to go. No more mike, so no more relief. No more anything to look forward to. I bet he's out having fun with mj or some shit, probably drinking with them all now. Even though he used to be against drinking. But whatever. I wish I had a life. I don't feel close to any of you, ( Read more... )

So yeah, Mike broke up with me last night. I knew it was coming in a way, well only a day's notice really. The night before, we hung out because he was gone the whole weekend in florida, and we didn't see each the whole week before that besides on friday for an hour before he left. So yeah I was originally pissed off because he seemed like he didn' ( Read more... )

ok. so I really think way too much. Today in school I was actually thinking positively for once. I was thinking how you really do have the control to make yourself happy. You really can pull yourself out of depression or whatever it is if you try really fucking hard. You are responsible for a lot of how you are. You have the power to change ( Read more... )

Ughhhh. Life is so annoying sometimes. Its like when one thing goes wrong there has to be like 5000 other things that happen right after that to top it off. And when it comes to good things happening it's once every milion years and it lasts for like a day. I seriously can't have one day where i'm happy the whole day. It just doesn't happen. It's ( Read more... )

Wowwww where the fuck did summer go. I don't even want to think about it but school is in like 2 fucking weeks. BLOWWWWSSSS. I wish that I could just be done with school type shit and just be able to get the job i'm gonna have for the rest of my life. I don't want to have to go back to the routine of stupid school 5 days a week all the way from ( Read more... )

Ok so last night I saw Tool in concert ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND ( Read more... )

Ok so I love ( Read more... )