AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! why does giving up freindship hurt so fucking badly?

Im doing really badly in my History of World Religions class, which is funny becasue I know the work just my tests are like BAD. on my last 2 test I have goting a 23 and 22 out of 50.  I absolutly hate it.  One of those I studied and one I didnt study and either way it seems like Im going to get a bad grade. Other thenn that I think Im doing ok Im ( Read more... )

Im like a zombie. Im so tired it kills me from inside, yet the light from my windows keep me awake. The yelling from the livng room was also a big factor in the no sleeping segement of my fucking life ( Read more... )

AHHHHH if my brother steals anymore of my fucking CD's Im gunna go crazy. Then he gets mad at me taking them from him.......makes me kinda giggle.

I am so bored.
I want to cut my hair.
Although at the same time I don't.
I don't know what color to dye it.
grrr.

Good night

 It seems like I dont hang out with anyone who I know I wished I hung out with still. IU wish I had Ambera number......yeah so Ambera give it to me....Unless you have, then in that case...I need it again.
I was skateboarding to the store the other day and looked at the house and woundered what was up with you. I think that when I get my car fixed we ( Read more... )

I have a job interview on monday at three at Bath and Both Works in the mall. I am pretty excited.

I also put in a application at Bed Bath and Beyond.

Andrea left for the Air force today. I have probabaly cryed about 5 times today.

I already have the empty feeling inside. She is like my best freind. She is the only I actually really trust to tell how I feel. She knows everything that has ever happened in my life. I can barly even tell half of my freinds whats going on in my life. I dont trust ( Read more... )

I START SCHOOL TOMARROW AND I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED.

WOOT WOOT.TOMARROW I HAVE------------>HUMANITIES THROUGH FILM AND DANCE.

YEAH BITCHES.

Yay....So I got to spend the weekend with my boyfreind. I like it when he comes up. I wont get to see him next weekend or the weekend after that. But im not trippin. Een if he lived here iw ouldnt be able to see him those weekends.lol. I dont know.

Oh yeah to the [way fucking cool news] Ok here it is......Im going to college. I have got my ( Read more... )

So Vallejo was amazing. The weather was amazing and Jesse was amazing. lol. We went to Sf and it was so much fun. And I dont know. Like it was just a great day. I really havnt been that happy in a really really long time. And I am so fucking comfortable with him. Like I dont know. When I am with him it feels like I am ALWAYS with him everyday. And ( Read more... )