it's taken a whole year, but im finally getting over him. Im talking to him right now, and I feel like I dont even know him, although I know I do and I know I can't tell him that otherwise he will be really mad at me, and he will probabaly be hurt by it. I know he has tried really hard to stay my friend, and he has done a good job at being my ( Read more... )

hahaha I havn't written int his in quite a while so I thought I would write somthing while im waiting for myspace to load. I have court on the 9th of january for possesion of pot. Yeah its preetty lame. Im proibabaly gunna get work days. YAY! well yeah I dont know its pretty sucky. But I quit smoking pot and i feel great. I have been skating a lot ( Read more... )

So It snowed today. It was crazy, and it is FREEZING!!! Oh yeah and by the way.........I freaking HATE snow. Its cold, and cold, and usually we will lose our power and usually get stuck in our house becasue we live in the middle of nowhere. Oh yeah did I mention that I hate the FREEZING ASS COLD?????

Tonight was fun. Met Carenas new boyfreind...he seems nice. Kinda quite, but nice. I was sooo talkative ALL freaking night. Thanx ridilin. lol. Yeah I dont know. Im bored now.

people always ( mainly my freinds) tell me how pretty I am and how I can get whoever I want....So why is it when I do want a guy the end up liking one of the only two girls I HATE? I mean come on. Fuck this, im never gunna like anyone ever again.

running, jumping,swinging, going down slides, and running as far as we can then going strait to our water bottels. Great exprences. Great memories. The moon. The planet under the moon. Everything was beautiful. My freinds are the best ones out there. Everything was perfect. Sam and I danced in the living room, Amberae jumped in there from time to ( Read more... )

Im single now. I didn't even have to dump him. He dumped me.......yeah. Its wierd. I havnt been dumped in years. Im always the dumper.

I dont know what redding jesse wants. I know he in "confused" but its like, about what?

I just dont know what t do anymore. Boys drive me crazy.

I dont want to go to school tomarrow.

I had so much fun this weekend. First on friday I got really drunk and got to cuddel with a really cute boy who I like. Then on Saturday I went and had a slumber party...thats right a slumber party with food AND pillow fights. It was so much fun. Carena and I took pictures of ourselves that were so freaking ( Read more... )

Who will win?

me or carena?

I dont know!

I want to win

but I kinda feel bad that it is a game now.

But I want $50

My boyfreind is whiny bitch!