Fuck. My. Life.

 Things I like in my life right now:

-my friends
-most of my classes
-I'm pretty much applied to UCONN i just have to figure out the friggin FASFA
-I'm turning 18 in less than 2 weeks
-For the first time ever i'll have more than one A on my report card
-working out with racheal every week
-I'll be graduating in June

Things I Dont like in my life right now:

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 I am so sick of people asking me if i'm ok.

She was a good friend, i know i didnt keep in touch with her but that doesnt mean i cant hurt alittle. I wish everything would just go away. she was a good person and didnt deserve this, she espcially doesnt deserve to be talked about after she was KILLED! do you people have any respect for the dead ( Read more... )

why do i have so much homework all the time?
when the fuck am i going to be on service desk at work?
who did my best friends turn into?
what the fuck is going on in biology?!?
where am i going to college?????????????????????

i wish i had the answers to those questions, then maybe my life wouldnt feel like one giant mess.

so i just got back from the soccer game and i would like to say that it is very rude to just cry and ignore someone when they are a good friend who tries to make you feel better. it's also really annoying that all anyone ever talks about is getting drunk/high now. we've all done it, its all you want to do on weekends so why do you have to talk ( Read more... )

so basically i got all of my second choice classes, and it's actually not that bad. everyone in AP bio is cheating all the time so they're not learning anything anyways. now that i'm here i'd rather ace a level one english than struggle and be irritated in AP. so all my classes evaluated in order:

period one, Prob & stats- we had a quiz today and it ( Read more... )

so first day of school was today...it went okay. i have a friend in almost every class,luisa is in prob & stats with me, justin and andy pennimen are in physics, advanced bio is amazing! craig,erin,luisa,steph,melissa and taylor are in it =] english is kinda suckie cause laura lambert and brian szlyk are in it, but jess downer is in it yay! study ( Read more... )

So since i always bug shauna/alyssa/millie to update theirs i figured i should update mine. i wish i could fix something, i know it would be impossible to fix everything so i just want to fix one thing. So many people i know are upset lately,and i just dont know what to do.  Which i shouldnt worry about because apparently i'm so depressed.

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-no one will party with me
-we have a foreign exchange student who i "have to entertain" for the next 3 weeks
-started off the summer by telling the guy who i've loved for 3 years that i like him and oh big surprise he pretty much hates me. 
-my version of someone hating me is telling me "yeah i'll hang out with you" and then NOT doing it, thats not ( Read more... )

Oh jeez, i should really update this thing more.

Although i dont think anyone reads this anymore...so i'm taking racheal's advice and writing in a live journal to get some stuff off my mind.  she did say make sure no looks at it but i dont really care cause i'm not gonna say anything bad about anyone. and if you dont want to hear me complain then ( Read more... )