soo ummm im sick of whining bout my weight so yesterday i started joggin n i ran 5 laps n power walked 3 laps yesterday n ran 6 laps n power walked 3 todaii i really wanna do sumin bout my weight now...i also did 40 crunches n situps yesterday n todaii n iv been eating healthier like steamed vegtibles n such n i calmed own ALOT wit cigerettes like ( Read more... )

-it really hurts wen u try so hard to do sumin n u really cant ( Read more... )

ok sooo yesterday was a funn day... i woke up wit a hangover cuz wedsday nite i got pretty fucked up whioch mite i sey i will never get like that again lol i had to be walked to my font door by my lovely friends lol ummm but yetrday i went wit sarah to the art show at mill street loft which took place at the college shes goin to vassar which is ( Read more... )

so ummm todaii racaheal came over n helped me clean my room...very fun...found alot of memory type things like pictures n old notes n cute lil nicknacks...was just a hang out day cuz we had a snow daii...tomorrow i take my english regents...kinda nervous...yesterdayy i just chilled wit my mom most of it n we watched million dollar baby which like ( Read more... )

ok sooo um i think im gonna try this out again but im not seying its gonna last....just maybe sumin to get my feelings out ... its not like ppl even read it everythings bout myspace......jess is over rite now were just hangin out shits been weird....im tryin to doo better in scool n fix my life a lil bit i feel like i drifted from alot of ppl that ( Read more... )

im done writng about my life wen all it is is shit

ok so wow yea my ass still cant update wen i shud but lets see well go day by day from friday cuz thats as far back as i can remember...Friday ray held a lil party n we went to that... it was basicly like the group reunion....we smoked soo much n we were all just basicly stoned outta are myns it was the best nite ever....we all just were idiots..n ( Read more... )

Ok so wow i havnt written in this in a while.....umm so shits been happening lately at home n at scool...umm we r bein kicked outta the house but now there on good terms but we still r "officially homeless" thats wat the scool sed n this social worker n lets just sey major shit went down....then theres scool n i jut effed uo this yr n surprising it ( Read more... )

sooo things have been alrite...ughhh tuesday i hung out wit fernado georgia n rachael after scool...yesterday i hung out wit rachael after scool ...todayy i went to scool but then me rachael jess mike n ray left n went to rachaels house....ppl have been sayin shit about wat i am doin but honestly i dont fuckin care cuz i have finally been at least ( Read more... )

so things have been alrite latley....fun...sad...annoying...the normal.. wat else is new..iv been hangin out wit alot more ppl so that helps....but alot of other shit has been happing too so....idk w/e...ummm iv been chillen alot wit rachael lately =) so thats been cool....last nite i slept over her house nd so did gorgia n jane was over there ( Read more... )