this had to be the worst weekend ever
i got stood up by tthe biggest bitch in the world
got sergery
am in excruciating pain
pain killers dont work
am on 5 other medications now
im on my period
n now my friend isnt coming to visit me in bed because her other friends wants to hang out with her
wat else can go wrong

iv had my heart broken yet again
for the 3rd time
because the funny this is
no one ever loved me back

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i consider eveything that happened recently a wake up call
nd now im so much better
n happier
no matter how weird that sounds to say

so lauren n ciara came over on friday we drank a lil nd i got a tad upset
lauren n i talked all nite n im sick of the drama i just want my friend back
because i still donn kno wat i did rong nor do i believe i did nething wrong
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scratch that last one

shits been pretty good lately....shocking huh????
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- how im jelous over sum1 elses friendship....wen i shud be happy
- how i fall behind in scool wen i kno i can do better
- how its hard to be happy sumtimes
- the way my mom is sumtimes
- everything