and a SUPER DUPER thanks to Bree' for gettin my eye boogers after i was done cryin..thats some real love fo sho :)

(and yes u can throw one of my bricks at me for sayin fo sho..lol)

Love ya,
Rae

well i def cried when i found out that Ace gotta voted of American Idol tonite..i know i'm i dork i dont even know the dude..but he def. stole my heart ahhh his voice and his ridculously WONDERFUL looks how can i not fall for him..ahhh my American Idol watchin will not be the same without him there..i could go on forever but i'm sure many of u as ( Read more... )

well i took my placement tests today,however i was unable to talk to a counsler to find out what classes i should take..so i have 2 go back tomorrow and do that..the math i failed miserably which i expected..english was split so i'm really unsure of where that means i have to start.. math i know will be remedial and thats ok..english i really hope ( Read more... )

so i was off work today..i studied for my placement tests some (not as much as i should've tho)and discovered not only am i not good at math(which i already knew) apparently my English is no good either..so i'm kinda just screwed anywho..i ran some errands,then went to C@P..well b4 i left 4 c@P i finally checked my messages on my home line from ( Read more... )

well i talked to my mom the other day bout what she thought me and Michael bein roomies(not that it REALLY mattered what she said cuz i'm almost 21 but i still value her opinions greatly) and we had a long talk and she was like i actually think it would work quite well for both of you..she was like b/c w/u and all ur drama noone is gonna want to ( Read more... )

well pt meetin today..then i went to target..then to tacobell..then had a couple smirnoffs while i continously stuffed my face while watchin War Of The Worlds for like the millionth time(i own it)..it gets better everytime!! gosh how i love that movie i havemt seen it in a while and i saw things in it (on an emotional level) that i'd never seen ( Read more... )

distorted
disabled
disillusioned
distant
disapproved
disappointed

Love ya,
Rae

april is gonna be crazy busy for me i have discovered ( Read more... )

its crazy how i'm not even with him ,but we get in a fight about me not callin him..if i was his g/f then i could see it..but i'm not..i dunno after the fightin stopped we had the 1st decent convo that we've ever had in like the 3/4 yrs i've known him which is crazy..i realized i was bein bitchy but i realized more that hes exactly what i thought ( Read more... )

so yea i got in my 1st wreck tonite on the way home from C@P..like i stayed after awhile talkin to Michelle and Kia and then once Michelle left me and Kia talked alittle more so everything was normal..i got in my car started to head home doin what i normally do fixin the heat and what not ..totally not payin attention didnt realize it was a red ( Read more... )