its crazy that i miss people who absoultely hate me..but i do i miss them and theres not a damn thing i can do bout it which sucks..i wish i could make them care or i wish i didnt care but its not like that so ya know what i say u win some u some some and i lost that one..lol anywho today was actually pretty good beside work bein rough but after ( Read more... )

well i had a more sucessful shoppin day yesterday..not great but i actually bought a few shirts and things..me and mom experienced the Mills effect havent done that in a long ass time..it was kinda bittersweet i dunno..i need to put my hands in a bubble so i'll stop washin them ..my moms exact words " oh my ur hands look sad,we need to find a way ( Read more... )

tipsy and hiccups i'm not a fan my friend not a fan..did i mention i hate clothes..yes shoppin wqas hell once again hence why i hate it..
thats all 4 now i suppose..

Love ya,
Rae

well i just got home.. busy day..me and Jor went up to CPCC w/me today i got admitted and turned in my transcript, and i have an appointment w/a counsler on thursday..so theres no turnin back now..i finally took the step i needed NOT to pull a "rachel" and bail..so thursday i'll make an appt to take my placement test and whatnot so i'm on my way i' ( Read more... )

I GOT THE FRIENDS SCENE IT GAME TODAY!! yes to say the least i was excited..i was goin to buy the OC 2nd season as well but i decided i shouldnt blow that much money on myself in oneday it just doesnt feel right so i refrained ..i did go get my NY pics dev. @ walmart today tho..and the funnest thing happened i was in line to pick my pics up and ( Read more... )

well i got home at 10:30 yesterday even tho my pawpaw picked me up from the airport round 7 pm yesterday apparently i wasnt goin straight home we were goin to eat and then go to his house in gastonia till time to meet my dad after he got off work to take me home..i mean it was nice to get to spend time w/him but i just wanted to take a shower and ( Read more... )

hey hey..well i should be asleep since i'm(were) leavin for NY this mornin..but nope i'm still awake and thought i'd update real fast since i wont be able to for a few days..lets see my sister and my niece came 2 visit me at work today to tell me bye..so that was nice..ummm oh my mom got my transcript for me today so when i get back from NY on one ( Read more... )

well i had a wonderfully long conversation w/Demi today..she makes me feel normal even if i'm really not..and i like that..and she called me Rae in her entry as well that made me happy too, thank you Demi ur awesome u just dont even know..geez ihave alot of crap to do but i'm just bein a lazy bum..yea thats really all i have to say for the moment.. ( Read more... )

well yesterday was work got off late had to run home get ready for c@p then go get my cousin Katie..(sorry to Aly and BB i didnt get ur messages till i was already there,call in advance next time cuz mondays r crazy for me)c@p was good Katie loved it and was really happy i invited her and special thanks to Lucy she said u made her feel really ( Read more... )

THAT MY FALLOUT BOY TICKETS ARRIVED ON SATURDAY!! I CANT WAIT!!

Love ya,
Rae