Today i am not sure what i feel. When my head caves in and my eyes bleed i think ill feel a little better. but untill then i am scarred with a blistering headache and a bruise on my right kneee that changes colors whenever i look upon it. Sometime none of that i say even makes sence to me.I am on an emotional roller coaster. hm...i can just imagine ( Read more... )

Today i am not sure what i feel. When my head caves in and my eyes bleed i think ill feel a little better. but untill then i am scarred with a blistering headache and a bruise on my right kneee that changes colors whenever i look upon it. Sometime none of that i say even makes sence to me. hm...i can just imagine what will happen tomorrow.

why cant all people wake up at the same time????

Its friday and i am sitting here doing absolutely nothing. No one is home. Meghan is off at the jail. Bobby and Jason and Andre are working. JD is at Kims with Sean. Steve is sleeping. Marc is somewhere. *door opens* oh andre is on. Now we can Im eachother back and forth continuously stateing our excitment. Oh...i dont think i have written about ( Read more... )

with all thats going on this jounral seems so unimportant

I GOT A JOB!!...Meghan and me got jobs at michaels....isnt that great????? i start monday ....from 5pm to closing (9pm). And then Friday same time. They wanted me in on Saturday but i made up an exsuce and she let me off and put me down for friday. i am so excited....i gotta call meghan and see what her hours are....bye bye

I just had a deep convo with bobby. he eased my mind about alot of things. And i got alot off my chest. I feel kinda bad for him cuz since dre and jason havent talked to me about it he has been the middle man. Ill have to email him and say im sorry. he will say its no biggie and he doesnt care but ill say it anyway cuz it will make me feel better. ( Read more... )

Now i have read many books...on average i read a book every two weeks. And thats alot. And never once have i read a book more boring and stupid as "Huck Finn". Its written in BAD English. I cant take it so here i am writing a jounral entry in order to pass time so i dont have to read it for the test i have on it tomorrow. I went to the Conduit show ( Read more... )

Today was a good day besides the fact that i am sick!!! My throat hurts, i am coughing and sneezing and i basically just want to pass out and sleep through tomorrow. - By the way....ice cream and tea dont help a sore throat like they are suppose to. I even put honey in the tea but there is no cure for this. Now its almost five and i want to go see ( Read more... )

Today was kool. I wrote a little.....i am still indifferent about going back to the band...gosh i want to but im not sure yet...and meghan doesnt give me the impression she thinks its a good idea.... thats all...