Pain

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I usually behave as though it doesn't matter to me that David has no love for me. After all, I chose him to date because I wanted an extremely low-maintanance lover. The marriage was not supposed to happen. I do not regret having married him. Sarah's life is miles better with him, than without. I never expected to have her either, but now I can't

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ramblings

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Rambling's not always a bad thing, you know. Have you considered the possibility that the loneliness and the depression are feeding each other? I've found that if I can find something outside the house, separate from the other things in my life, it acts as something of an incentive-and you get to talk to other human beings! maybe a class,or joining a gym, or part time job, or whatever.Too much time to think when you are depressed leads to waaay too much thinking, and the and it doesn't take much for us to get sucked down into it. Been there, done that-not fun.Long term problems like depression take a long time to fix, but it can happen. *S*

Re: ramblings

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Hi:
I so appreciate your comments; you seem quite contemplative. I'd be happy if you contacted me directly by e-mail, Tardiskey7@yahoo.com. Thanks, Carol

[sugarfreak937]

im sorry mommy, i love you! *hugs*

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And you know I love you right back. You are the best.

pleading the 5th

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Only a very few people know, not all of the people you know are cool with their parents having an lj.