it's amazing how something so simple like writing to a friend or studying all night with a friend can make your world so much brighter...

so haven't been on lj in a while...gave up on myspace - too impersonal for me. plus i know the people who read this are actually my friends...not random creeps trying to meet girls. lol but anyways i've been so depressed lately. i kinda wonder if something is wrong. and i don't know how to get over it. but i definitely don't think my drinking ( Read more... )

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

May god's love be with you

zero to three in three months....bahahahaha only meg will understand this one

so tonight i just am feeling like i have no one to talk to...i'm really frustrated with some things and i just cant talk to anyone about it. i really miss my sister and my other friends and i just wish i could talk to people in person. i'm seriously about to cry right now i miss everyone soo much. it was hard saying bye, but its getting especially ( Read more... )

last night was...amazing. i'm so glad i called meghan so that i could see her room and then alysha and ali came down from home. i was so excited that they were here!!! it was really nice seeing them and hanging out with them at eegee's and in our rooms man it was fun. another dance party with alysha haha i'll get that move one of these times so i ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in a while. i've been really busy trying to get things done before i leave for school. but i want those of you who read this (you know who you are obviously cuz you're reading this right now) that i love you dearly. each of you has made such a difference in my life...and some of you have taught me things i will forever hold ( Read more... )

i've learned a lot this summer ( Read more... )

i've fallen for someone...and that scares me

hehe i really like lj now...leaving random comments...it's rather fun!!! not much has been happening lately except for work of course ugh. but ya swim team is almost over so i'll have a little more time on my hands after next week...go figure its when everyone's gonna be in california! i'm so excited for alysha to come back on monday!!! for those ( Read more... )