i miss tom.
but the weird thig is that i need to be myself and i don't know who that is. i'm used to being with him. i wanted to be a better person for him. and now i need to start again and i don't know how and it's so fucking confusing.
i know he and i will fuck this up and then that'll be it and i'll be fucked.

sooo... went to cat's 21st in hamilton ( Read more... )

so the last while has been good but shit too ( Read more... )

first time i've lived at home since i was 14. headfuck alert ( Read more... )

moving back to adelaide soon.
i fucking hate moving house. all the shit you forget or whatever... or realise you've got too much stuff. arg.
staying at tom's while it's all happening. so at least i can get some sleep at night.
oh well.