i miss that warm feeling. when you know that someone cares... you know. i mean, i know that SOMEONE cares. i hope. arg, fucked if i know
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tom and i... no longer. i still want us to see how things are if and when he gets back. i still miss him. but fucked if i'm waiting for him. wasted enough time already. i just want someone who makes me smile. that's all. fuckers.
tom wants me to see other people... cos he has been. please rip my heart out, shit on it... stamp on that and then set fucking fire to it. sure babe, no fucking problem. well, sure as hell i'll be seeing other people. i dont understand why i have something in me which makes it ok for other people to fuck me around... well, not anymore.