the song "let go" by frou frou is amazing...i cant stop listing to it, i wanna go see garden state again...

sundays are so lonely. but i am keeping busy doing a ton of make up school work. i cant wait till wednesday. then i have a few days free of school.

i been hanging out with sean again, which is nice. apprently we are the only single kids ( Read more... )

oh god i hate cars and sears auto!

soooo....i took my car to sears to be fixed, which ment a new altinator and battery, and of course i need the most expiensive ones. then they dont call me when my car is ready, so i pick it up the next day. and pay this insane bill.

i am on the way to see my friend and as i am turning this guy just keeps coming at ( Read more... )

good weekend...
went to a classic rock party up in dover, danced my ass off.
went to see "saw" it was awesome
last night picked up sean
and today ill get my car fixed

so things are going good. <3

christmas is almost here again. josh and i started our shopping today. i love x-mas shopping i love getting things for people.

i need a winter cuddle buddy, not s sex buddy a CUDDLE buddy! <3

i love the way you don't miss me.  i love the way you never cared. i love the way you didn't love me.

this month needs to start getting better.

i just got home its 145. i went into boston with miss ashley, it was quite an adventure. got lost like crazy, hung out with a billion boston biker boys. went to see the incredibles, it was such a good movie. such good times. i heart ashley and all her cute friends.
this month rocks, i am meeting so many awesome people it rocks.

so i am obsessed with the show queer as folk, it is oh so sexy, oh god...gay boys making out and lesbians making out. damn its sexy ( Read more... )

god i am so confused..lost...god do i ever know anything anymore. haha
i feel i am just settling...as i wait for the right thing...
nothing seems right anymore...i know the right thing but i am waiting for it. and untill then who knows, i sure dont.

things are starting to look up...we(amanda i and sean?) maybe be getting an apartment together in dover, its the sorta plan, we shall see how it goes. i would really love to live with my friends it would be amazing adn everyone up in the dover area is so awesome and after this weekend i am totally convinced that it is where i need to be right now ( Read more... )

today was so much fun. i spent the day with mr sean and corey. we are such goof balls, barnes and nobles porno,playing in the toy store, sean being my copher, renting bad movies always, tickling and sufficating. we have the best times. gah and tomorrow he goes back to ny. ~cries~