today i must say was better than yesterday, even though i have a sports class, when i couldn't be less interested in 75% of whatever team they seem to be fascinated by for what ever play that will only mean nothing and fade and be forgotten in a week, a hobby i suppose, at least i will be learning, well hopefully sometime, i am beginning to ( Read more... )

school today to say the least could have been better and the people in my classes couldnt have been picked any worse to match with me, i cant stand listening to them and how they this and they that, and self absorbed this and i had sex, and i this and that and well SHUT UP PLEASE! this is a class room not lets babble about meaning less shit i ( Read more... )

"lay outside watching the lightning flashes until the rain begins to mist over your face, you stupid girl"

basically i am worried, i am worried about having to be at school every day and not having enough trust to get threw it, tested time and time again it has just wore down, and now 8 hours every day without being able to know what your significant other is doing, kinda makes you wanna cry doesn't it? i trust him, at least i believe i trust him again ( Read more... )

why do they say "dont do?" when they couldn't possibly make it any easier to do?

"lay in bed watching the glowing blue stars with a smile on your face, i bet you will be asleep before you can wish on every one..."
i wish...
yawn

its amazing how every time I kiss him it feels as wonderful as it did the very first timelast night and the past few days have been pretty good, they have reminded me of a lot I haven't had for a while, or at least felt I haven't had, when you look in the mirror and feel disgusted by what you see and there is only one person that makes you feel ( Read more... )

A silly, stupid, selfish, self absorbed, fucked up person, or rather no one other than me, a simple to amuse bitch

I purposely make myself cry. (A statement)
"I love you" (My Statement)
"I'll go along with it, I love you too." (Another statement, only not mine)

Why is it we do the things we do and say the things we say when we know it will get us where we don't want to be, hurt.

put on your glasses today girly, no one wants to see those contacts...