you get that you don't have to care about me or be emotionally intimate with me to get what you want, right? if all you want is the entertainment, something sexual, someone to pass the time, that's okay. i know what i am. just let me know now. you don't have to keep coming at this like you want a relationship - it's not required to get me to stick ( Read more... )

it's all good, i wanted that, no feelings, no strings.

ask for something i give to no one, then tell me you lied.

& i don't think that'll change.
things are a litle bit different now, i suppose
might fuck around & text you on coke

it's too hard to hear those words & know they're not real.

fucking weak, always. 

and you know it ( Read more... )

metal heart, moonshiner.

don't forget that this isn't about you. it feels different. why would it be, though? i think you just fogot. all this time trying to drown it out and this is what you're left with. can you protect someone that shouldn't exist anyway?

back again, for what
losing the star in the sky

sell your fortunes on a string.
it's damned if you do
damned if you don't

stupid mistakes

how selfish of you
to believe in the meaning of
all of it, of me

if you're spiraling & you know it, clap your hands

they didn't know i only have nightmares.

well, okay, i still get stoned;
i'm not the kind of girl you'd take home.