Sometimes I just feel so completely myself.

this is one of those times. i guess theres just very few people in my life that can make me feel this way. or be this way rather. it was a good road trip to be sure.

I think life is most accurately depicted in the moments that everything is changing and you don't know how you feel or what to do.... the times when you feel more than one emotion at a time and you don't know what to do about any of it.... you don't know the answers, heck you aren't even sure what the question is. such situations have consumed the ( Read more... )

I'm trying to go forward without looking back ( Read more... )

some things i realized today ( Read more... )

I censor my thoughts too much. i think when i honestly write what i'm thinking, it probably comes out much different than my thoughts do on here. i think too much.

aaanyway.

ha. for you.
nevermindd.

my brain is thinking too fast to write soo i'm out.
i'm gonna go pray and then go to sleep.

For the first time in ages, I know that I'm different. I don't just feel different. I am.

I kinda am loving life.

If I think about it too much, I get really confused. I start questioning everything I did. and then I think, was it my fault you changed? that seems ridiculous. how can loving someone make them turn into a different person?

it's weird how you can love someone so much and then it seems they end up not caring for you at all?

It's raining! yay i love the rain. i also like my sister's new macbook pro that I am currently typing from. :) i want one! o well. maybe someday ( Read more... )

life reeaaallly trips me out. 

ha. 
i amuse myself.

i really really like being away from home. I learn so much about myself. Things are just different. I have so many thoughts. I swear I'm reconsidering my life.

p.s. i love the rain.