I have discovered that NOTHING in life is easy anymore.  No more happy days coloring with crayons and making up songs in the backyard with your dog.  Everything that is worth anything takes an immense amount of work and determination and effort. Music, dance, sports, education, careers, relationships, friendships, taking care of what needs to be ( Read more... )

so much to say, yet not much of whats on my mind right now do i actually want to say ( Read more... )

i wish i could say 'whatever' and mean it.

i feel like i've been so cynical lately.

and i hate it. it makes life depressing. seriously.  but i know why i am. and i can't help it. and i hate wishing things were different which makes me feel worse.

i think sometimes the only thing that helps is music.

its weird how much time you really do have left all while taking 26 units. i really thought i was gonna have less time. hmm maybe i should make better use of it.

p.s. i hate playing piano in front of teachers. makes me sooo nervous.

It's really awkward when a guy AND a girl hit on you in the same class.... ummm ?? i'm straight. and its pretty obvious i would think.

i reallllly like guys that have girlfriends. its so much nicer to talk to them.  my chemistry partner is the sweetest kid ever. and hes taken. and hes funnny.  which makes labs fun. he rocks. no drama. yeeessss.

somebody buy me will stratton's cd? yes ( Read more... )

oooh get over it ( Read more... )

yellowstone was amaaazing!!!! beautiful! Jesus makes really awesome things. aand I really like him. buffalo are becoming some of my favorite animals! haha even if they are a tad scary when they are growling two feet from you and making scary faces at you. then you know, its time to get back in the car. but i survived! and i discovered i like ( Read more... )

iiiii'm going to see ratatouille ..... (sp?) ...... you're jealous :)