I need someone to make it better
I need someone who will help
me move on and forget what I need from a partner and make me focus on myself
I want to feel happy alone

During the daylight hours, I'm fine. I'm okay without you, better even. When night falls, I'm overcome with this feeling of depression from missing you, needing you, desiring you. I wish the night would never come.

I feel so alone right now.

I regret asking you for more when you barely had enough to give to keep your world together.
I wish I had let you walk away.

Those words seem so insignificant to those who haven't felt the pain, the misery, the sorrow that comes from deep within your soul... when you truly miss someone ( Read more... )

I miss how things used to be.
Nothing is fun anymore.

As the glow of the soft moon fades into this hollow winter’s night, I hold my blanket close to my pale, shivering body. Like the moon, my senses fade into, what seems to be, a dreamlike state. The fond memories we never had the opportunity to share begin to seep to the core of my soul. I remember this room and this bed; I remember the nights we ( Read more... )

The entire night, I sat there...starring at the blank screen on the television. Looking at my own distorted reflection, I'm overcome with a feeling that I've never felt before. I almost begin to hate myself for all the decisions I have mad in the previous months because I could have stopped everything from getting this far out of control. I'm ( Read more... )

Aye dil, dil ki duniya mein ( Read more... )

Today, I'm just sad. I found more lies... but what is even worse is that I found one very depressing truth. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know where my heart should fall and where it shouldn't. I don't want to deceive anyone anymore, but it feels as if that's all I can do to make it so everything is seemingly perfect. I'm torn on the ( Read more... )