That title has actually nothing to do with this post but I liked it so much, that I wanted to use it ( Read more... )

It struck me the other day that it has been an extremely long time since I have updated this. For the most part if you keep in contact with me you know whats going on but there are some things that happened recently that not many people know much about. This will be pretty long so Im putting it under a cut to save you from having to scroll past it ( Read more... )

I had a conversation with my father a few weeks ago and he told me that I had alot of fears and that I was letting them control how I did things. I agreed that this is what I was, and am doing. He told me that you can't conquer your fears if you don't know what they are. So he suggested that I write them down and then write what the solution to ( Read more... )

Im doing great! I got into my college that I wanted to transfer to. Im farther along with credits than I thought I was. Vegas was amazing I had so much fun and Jeff and I grew closer together. I found out that his parents REALLY like me. I had great experiences there!

Benihana was great along with the rest of my birthday and my birthday at my dads ( Read more... )

I went to my dads this weekend and we had a talk. He and I are very alike and we make the same mistakes. He told me about a mistake that he was making where he gave too much of himself to others and it was back firing on him.  People stopped caring about their relationship with him because they didn't have to do anything to maintain his friendship ( Read more... )

I don't think anyone really reads what I write here. The people that are important to me and think that Im important to them already know whats going on in my life. For the last few months I have had to learn hard lessons about people and myself. I have had to make hard decisions about things and people in my life. I know that I am making the right ( Read more... )

Today was my grandmas memorial service. It went fine, actually it went better than I thought that it would, which made it great.  I met some family that I didn't know I had. It was weird because they had known me when I was about 3 and then my mom lost touch for one reason or another and to see these people today was weird. They were all excited to ( Read more... )

Everyone of my entries starts out with "I don't post on here much anymore because nothing is really going on" blah blah and so forth. Its not really that nothing is going on its just that Im lazy and don't feel the big need to write it all out here. Just to keep everyone updated though, I thought I would do like a bullet point post. Those are easy ( Read more... )

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I never knew how weak I was until two days ago when the insanity workout arrived on my door step. I was winded and sore after the fitness test. Which I have to say I didn't do that amazing on. Then yesterday i couldn't even finish the work out in one sitting. I quit halfway through and had to come back later that night to finish it.  Even then I ( Read more... )