It crumbles my heart to think of us part
To know that you hope for the night to be through
And the last thing I save is the palm of your wave

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half asleep in an open grave I'm gazing into the sky carving her shape in
the dark clouds I want her to drown me in her poison I thought she was
sewing up my wounds but she was really planting tumors inside

I feel like the biggest dumb piece of shit on earth

I float it down
its called seeing and not believing
yea well its like being told but not trusting it - yet again
I see it come back to the top
We learned to never believe what we're told
We learned how many times and where to cut them right deep - them again
I never saw it disappear
We all saw it disappear

Somewhere you lost it
Somewhere we lost it
Why dont you get off it
and a bunch of other more shit
Somewhere you lost it
Somewhere we lost it
Now you don't have the energy to get it back

This is where
I go
and then I stop
And then I go
I go back to feeling nothing

I see past it
You can't fool me
No one can
I learned too much too young
I learned how to see past it
and now just now
I'm everything I shouldn't be

Ink bleeds deeper when pressed hard,
Soaks through paper and leaves stains on the table
You don't look how I pictured
You don't look quite how I remember
I'll tell myself, "I cannot surround me"
But some smiles both resurrect, and drain the life from me
I tell you everything
It's heartless, and the pictures remind me I'm calloused to smiles

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