It was on me that i am this disraught.
Ashamed.
Hurt.
Apologetic.

I never found a love so true.
Maybe it isnt.
Thats why we are here now.

But i love you with all my heart.
& all that i have.

Sorry Afiqah, you put it upon yourself to be this hurt.
Just get stronger now.
Please.

for the one thing i would like to fight for,
but i can't fight for it.

maybe, this is how i should be fighting.
Please God tell me, you're teaching me patience.

i wasn't looking,
but i came to find,
you.

I wanted to tell you everything ( Read more... )

i saw bird flew across the sky on my ride home. it seemed like an eagle. flapping its wings wide open ( Read more... )

"إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا"

Surely, with every hardship comes ease.
insyaAllah.

i have been afloat.
drifting through the waves.
in all of the honesty we have given,
i hope it was authentic.
because i find myself not even second guessing
& seamlessly into this wave.

iain s. thomas in #300things wrote,

15. I hope you meet someone who's as close to your soulmate as possible while actually being real.

bammm.
hit the right spot.

Tried to write a letter ( Read more... )

FOR.
ME.

I was fine. Numbed, but fine. Until you decided to show up.
My bad, i triggered it.
But why am i crying when i...
Wanted this to happen so badly.