I honestly have the most amazing fiance in the entire world. I feel so lucky to have someone who loves and cares for me the way he does. I just started taking this medicine and last night when he came home i was so ridiculously sick and vomiting like crazy and he satt up all night and took care of me. We are always there for eachother and things ( Read more... )

Life can be so amazing and sometimes when you least expect it it throws you things you dont know how to deal with. Last night i overheard my mum talking about my nana. Apparently they have found a lump in her breast.. Now,i dont know a whole lot about breast cancer, but from my understanding there isnt supposed to be pain??.. She was in some pain ( Read more... )

yep, so once again im at work. It' always exciting to start an entry off like that. This weekend was terrible, it consisted of work and inventory, i didnt leave the store until about 3 am saturday night. Yesterday i slept in for the first time in forever, and it felt great. Last night jae and i walked to wal mart.. yep it was a long walk. I havent ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so fucking fun! We finally spent a night in our new house, between packing and moving and dying our hair and laundry till 4am we didnt get to bed till like 5 or so. In the morning we woke up early and got ready and drove down to Ontario place for the Family Values tour!. Parking was insane!! $20.00!!!! Yeah i think thats the most ( Read more... )

 I came home from work  yesterday and had a nice little cry fest and then fell asleep. We slept on the living room floor ...lol. This morning i feel depressed but i have to get on with my day. I have to change the address on my drivers license, and move more stuff in the rain =/.. Oh well. Im thinking about quitting my job =D. WOOO I would like to ( Read more... )

So yesterday i was finally back at work after almost a week of sheer dizziness and panic attacks galore.. sound like fun??.. I have no desire to eat and sleeping is hard too . Maybe 5 hours a night, if that?!!. I blacked out at work on friday and saturday i was stranded at the side of the road with a dead cell phone and everything was closed, so i ( Read more... )

Still moving shit into the new house. I cleaned up a bit yesterday, the place looked and smelled .. well not to good. It's a lot better then before. It would be fun to have some friends over to see the place but oh wait.. i dont have any =D!! Thats cool im finding out the being alone a lot makes you more comfortable with yourself. Besides it's a ( Read more... )

The weekend was fantastic. We headed back up to Wasaga and took Robby and Keisha.  The weather kinda sucked but we still had a super time. My mom had rented a cottage so in between shopping and swimming we headed back there for awhile. Jae FINALLY took me swimming with dolphins..lol. Since we started dating its been an ongoing thing that one day ( Read more... )

i have been in a state of panic for a few days now. I have had so many fucked up emotions running through me and im cant seem to concentrate on anything. Im scared to death about getting my tooth pulled, me and jae fight all the time, im sick of my living situation , work stresses me out at times, im having an identity crisis lately.. Its so weird ( Read more... )

Next tuesday will be so amazingly fun!! # cavaties filled and one tooth extracted! ON THE SAME DAY!!! Can they even do that?? Thats a little bit of a traumatic thought to me =( I have always been petrified of the dentist and i know for a fact NOW that , thats not going to change any time soon! I cannot even sitt in the waiting room without freaking ( Read more... )