Some of the things that my newly diagnosed Ovarian Cycle Syndrome or PMDD cause me to think.
This will be an on going list, because i love lists.

Facts about PMDD
1. But what nearly all suffer from is debilitating depression and/or anxiety.
Almost 15 percent of women with PMDD attempt suicide.
2. Many women don't know they have it or have been ( Read more... )

Quick update ( Read more... )

okay so i can feel myself loosing it again ( Read more... )

i think that my head will explode if i talk anymore about nick.    AHHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHFGADFGD!!!

seriously.........I don't care what he wants anymore........i    ddoddoooonnntt care..

i want my own things i want my own joys i want to be happy i want to be single...

fuckkkkkkk i dont even want him.......ugggjghjajfkdsajfk

why do i make myself nuts.....i' ( Read more... )

So wow.....last night... hmmm ( Read more... )

why do disney movies rock so  very much ( Read more... )

So right now i'm very comfortly sitting on my front porch, with my laptop. its a beautiful day out. i just got out of class

It was a very very long day lol    I was up at 4:00 A.m.  I needed to study for the exam I made up today. It was so ungodly hard. Seriously.

Organic Chemistry II over the summer only 5 weeks to learn a few months worth of ( Read more... )

so i've been working on this seriously minimalist art project. i've got these microcon pens in a few different colors. and i'm working with them in like really basic simplisitc ways. and its fuffilling. i like it. its me. :) and makes me smile for realz ( Read more... )

so i've just been feeling.....well incredibly ( Read more... )

so this whole week is just ......egh.... i'm hating life right now.

in fact....my life pretty much eats it.

so where to begin thinking about crap.

how about ....N.   The last time that i saw him was on Saturday. We made plans Tuesday to get together to talk. I didn't want him to come to my house. No more of that. Its bad karma. I can't sleep in a ( Read more... )