so tomorrow my dad is having major back surgery. getting a will by e-mail is sort of unpleasant. i hope that everything goes okay, but i suppose you never can tell with these things.

fucking world.

i've always loved bowling, ever since i was a little kid. even before i saw kingpin, and the big lebowski (the best bowling movies, obviously, with greedy in third, in my opinion). i've been using my dad's old ball for years, because my mom gave it to him, and he didn't seem to have any use for it anymore. i also use his shoes, because they were ( Read more... )

another year and i've accomplished nothing ( Read more... )

somehow i knew something would be up when i got home, and i was right. i feel disgusted, violated, and horrible. i don't know what i ever did wrong, but apparently i did a lot of it. i fucking hate my "parents" and hope they die screaming in the near future.

i'm in a good mood, and i had a good day. MARK YOUR CALENDARS, FOR THE FUCKING APOCALYPSE IS SURELY COMING SOON. i got a raise today at work, and my new lens came. new glass makes me shutter and hip thrust into various directions. 85mm f/1.4, oh yes, it's finally mine. i am going to use it tonight to shoot a band, which is fairly badass ( Read more... )

work was good today. i drove home with both front windows down and blasted the arcade fire, and it was lovely. i'm working outdoors tomorrow, which will either be awesome, or annoying. i wonder if my face/arms will get sun so i won't glow in the dark as much ( Read more... )

i miss the past. i hate the future and present, and miss the past. i miss watching my parents play spades with their friends and getting to join in when one of the spouses got tired. i miss being in that black&white kitchen with every possible nook and cranny decorated with cows. if i'm friends with a couple and then they break up, i swear it ( Read more... )

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( regret is my life )

so i drew myself as a south park character:


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