Alone in this tiny bed...makes it feel so big.
Can't stay warm all by myself.
Wish you could be here for this mile stone I've got coming up.
Worried without you to be here to make me strong.
Guess that means I'm going to have to remind myself how to be strong on my own.

There's too much learning and unlearning going on.

"You would love the sunsets here...they're beautiful ( Read more... )

I wrote my first song in a year yesterday.

It's about how much I've had to question myself while chasing this dream, and wanting to know why its so hard.

So I hate registration...no one even trys to help make it easier for transfer students. There's no priority- no sense of urgency. And because I'm a transfer students, and my credits are all a-crapped, I can't register as a junior because I'm 3 hours short. Why? Because my advisor didn't tell me I had to re-test-out of a class. And when is the ( Read more... )

So I have just returned from the ASCAP (American Songwriters, Composers, Authors, and Publishers) Awards in Nashville. Now though it was comprised of mostly country artists, I am learning to be more musically tolerant, as it works best for making contacts, and well, getting jobs. I got to see lots of famous people: LeAnn Rhymes, Dierks Bently, ( Read more... )

Is that really how you spell that?  Is there a correct way to spell ghetto-slang?  It's going to freak me out till I know.  Anyways, just wanted to put some happy notes up.  I had fall break, which consisted of working and getting sick.  Then today I had a music theory test, which was less than fun, then later today there is more work....I'm not a ( Read more... )

When did work become less about people and more about money?  Let's recap my working history, and I'll show you the development of this truly horrendous state ( Read more... )

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I don't know what all that was about.  Guess what?  I love Grey's Anatomy.

Besides how I'm in college there seems to be alot of things I need to be learning ( Read more... )

So maybe over the summer I forgot about that little thing called reading.

I have more reading than I know what to do with.  It seems that 4 out of 5 classes this semester require nothing but reading.  I was very used to the old high school way of having actual assignments.  Without that, I have to force myself to be active in class, so that I ( Read more... )