this was one of the worst nights ive ever had. i really want to just take it back. maybe ill write about it tomorrow if i feel like it or if i dont break my hand by punching shit in the meantime. fuck this......

i hate it here. i want to go home.

i give up. this shit is retarded. i fucking hate this shit. i give up.

wow. just wow ( Read more... )

i didnt get in....well they put me on a waiting list, but thats basically the same thing at this point. just another great fucking highlight of this week. i fucking hate this shit.

im sucking huge balls at track. i was never as fast as josh or miller or could jump as far as gino or colin or throw as far as yat or adam, but i was never as bad as i am now. i have no idea what happened to me. i went from a pretty decent thrower who actually got some points for the team back to the loser ive always been who cant and wont do shit ( Read more... )

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its about time amann came back. no more mitchell running practice and fucking things up. amann actually made us work, and it was a pretty nice workout. it was the 1st day and he had us doing more shit than mitchell had us do during the peak of our other seasons. this team is going to be in kickass ( Read more... )

argh. im really tired of this. i dont want to keep doing this shit, especially since its pointless.

tomorrows the day. im going to ask her then. cant wait

wooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today was amazing. im so glad i didnt just say fuck the meet ( Read more... )