today was dustin's 20th birthday! we rode around in party hats, sang kelly clarkson at the top of our lungs, ate mcdonalds, and went to the library downtown!


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henry the squirrel came into the house all by himself today and waited patiently at the end of the stairs for his piece of bread, he is so cute. and this morning he left a piece of the bagel we gave him last night on my front bumper

yesterday i got a sample of sarah k's driving skills which was really really funny because she is such a slow driver! her mom spent 45 dollars at olive garden, but it was so good. i bought some pear blossom perfume and i smell like fucking heaven. we painted one wall of her room yellow, it looks really cute but i forgot to take an after picture ( Read more... )

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all we do in precalculus is write notes to each other on our graphing calculators. im not even gunna try and pretend i dont know why we all have such bad grades in that class.

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i'm numb

i have to remind myself to keep breathing

in and out becca in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out in and out

i try and make it obvious when i am upset, or need someone to just tell me to calm down and quit being a downer. but maybe it is so obvious that no one even cares enough to care. i always feel like im taking two steps forward and one step back. i'm trying, i swear i am. its really the weather that keeps dampening my mood, i cant handle having hands ( Read more... )

i went to cody's after school and had way so much fun. i came home and took a nap that lasted till 9pm. i think cody already went to bed, and im about to go back in a few minutes ( Read more... )

( i'm going back to bed now )

my dad and i got a new fish today basically out of empathy, his name is spot the wonder fish and he is missing an eye.


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