so yeah i havent wrote in this thing for about a year. and today i thought i would because i am so fucking frustrated. my day was good at first with school and the blood drive all day. and i got home at like 240 and went to take a nap well in the middle of that nap my mom comes barging in, screaming" you dont do shit around this house, get the fuck ( Read more... )

ok why do i want to hurt the people that care about me ( Read more... )

ok why is it that when i find an amazing guy that im still not entirely happy. i really think i need like help psychologically. ok sometimes i get in these moods where i want to be alone and be single and just be like by myself. why i dont fucking know? every once in awhile i find myself saying and doing things to hurt my bf but i cant figure out ( Read more... )

yeah tonites another night where i just feel like venting random shit that most people wont get. i just have a bunch of shitty thoughts in my head that i feel like writing about. like people who cause drama haha theres a differenece between drama and avoiding drama. i love when people who cause drama try and act like they hate drama. well i hate ( Read more... )

Seven things in your room ( Read more... )

Yeah hi. Im so fricken tired from school and work. My pay check was pretty good for having school. Im in a mood where im like getting sick of everything again. I feel like I need a change in my life. with my appearance and just myself. I don’t know everythings getting on my nerves again and everyone. I hate that theres people taking over me and ( Read more... )

hey! yeah school started and it sucks even more then its ever sucked before. since i know this is my last year in that school just makes the days go long. last nite i had work til 9 in the bakery and mel, aar, jim and ashley came to get me-we picked up christie and went out to eat. it was an alright night i was kind of grumpy tho so yeah. me and ( Read more... )

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hey! yeah im punished and not allowed out tonite! i was invited to so some sneaky business haha but yeah i cant :(. melanies finally back from the shore yes! this summer went way too quick it was nuts. it wasnt that fun of a summer. but owell next summer will def be better! no more highschool!!!!! i cant wait to get this last year over with. and i ( Read more... )

yeah i dont get why you say oh yeah ill call you or we're def gonna hang out- yah right! and i dont get why you forget the two people who used to mean to most to you? i hate when things change and people change and everyone forgets who their friends used to be. i miss all the old groups of friends and how everyone used to be. and i really miss this ( Read more... )