i'm too busy to breathe. granted i sleep in too much, and that eats up time ( Read more... )

i just killed another computer power cord, so at this moment i have 75% battery power on my almost-working computer until i get another one. hopefully i will find someplace that sells them, and the time to get one, tomorrow ( Read more... )

i'm trying so hard to be positive.
let me list the good things first: the week is almost over. i like all my professors. my english classes are going to be obscenely easy in comparison to bryn mawr. my bowling instructor is hot. karate is going to get me into shape. my bed is comfortable. my kittens are endlessly loving and sweet. i saw curt ( Read more... )

i should be packing and organizing my room at Dee's and getting ready to move in the next two days. should be.
but i think i'll stall and update my livejournal instead. WOO!
i owe this thing an update anyhow.

Christmas
Spent xmas and most of the past two weeks staying with my mother. We've been getting along famously, she's all about me smoking ( Read more... )

life is a roller coaster ( Read more... )

this week SUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKS ( Read more... )

it was as i realized the sheer stupidity of the fact that the gap is selling 6 colors of the warmest jacket and in colored pairs (blue & red, grey & camo, black & navy) they are three different prices -- something hit me.

something that said "what the hell are you doing here?" 
something that said "the first 20 pages of your thesis would be due ( Read more... )

i have 5-BILLION emotions to work through, and they're getting really annoying.
my psychiatrist says i need work on feeling vulnerable and hurt as opposed to pissed off.
i'm angry too much of the time. it cannot be healthy.
and i feel like i'm always waiting on things that do not come. on people who dissapear.

my kittens help. kittens don't talk, ( Read more... )

• 
  i have a roommate for next semester
  • 
    she's nice, likes a lot of the same movies, music, and tv as me
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    she doesn't have dogs
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    she's in the recording industry program so i'll have my finger on the pulse of the music community
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  i'm registered for classes for next semester, earliest class i'll have will be at 11:20 (and i'll have several at that time)
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    i'm ( Read more... )

i'm starting to adjust to my life here. better said, i'm starting to adjust to my life.

i'm registering for my classes at MTSU tomorrow. i think i may have found a roommate for next semester. she just can't smoke. *fingers crossed*

i've been meeting new people and making new friends, and reconnecting with old friends who miraculously understand. ( Read more... )