so i think i fixed things with the boy.
and i'm petrified i blew it in thesis. ironically. again.
and my spanish professor might have a conspiracy against me.
days are too rough lately.
i have to take the initiative more.
and trust in the world.
and sleep.

tomorrow is not sunday.
i am not up at 3am.
i do not have anything to do tomorrow.
i am happy in my relationship.
and i know what i'm doing in calculus.

right.

today was good!!!!!
today was a day of damage control.
i went to Spanish and took a test i wasn't terribly prepared for, and after class i went and talked to my professor about my absences and trying harder. she's kinda scary, but nice, and the test wasn't THAT hard *knock on wood*

then later came kitsch. omg, i love my professor. not only was the ( Read more... )

wow.
patch adams really is a terrible terrible movie.

A direct quote from my thesis-proposal-response:"A much more interesting thesis might be written on the women and their work -- poems, fictions, memoirs -- than on the intersection of the biographies and works of the male beat poets. A lot has already been written about the lives of Kerouac, Cassady, and Ginsburg and their art as biographical ( Read more... )

today feels filled with wakeup calls ( Read more... )

there are SO many things that i haven't done and need to do.

oh.
shit.

i've been rushing about writing for hours.

i made myself stop doing poetry around midnight and began to focus on my thesis topic proposal.
for my senior seminar. which started at 2:30pm today.

it'll be easy, i figure, because in listing off why what i want to do would "potentially be a good topic for you" and "what have you already studied that has ( Read more... )

i just deleted like 60 SGAMinutes listserv emails from my inbox. apparently on FRIDAY (when all the official people who fix mistakes are getting off work) -- some idiot added the entire student body to the list, and to make matters better a large portion of the student body decided to send the entire listserv emails "please unsubscribe me from this ( Read more... )

i can't complain, my life is really really good right now ( Read more... )