why are there always those people that will do anything to convince others of things that are completely untrue? i dont think theres anything that i hate more. if they want to start shit, thats fine with me, just dont expect me to be around to deal with it. go ahead and believe them, of all people you should know its untrue. i dont care if you ( Read more... )

sometimes. i get really irritated. and i want to scream, rip my hair out, bang my head against the wall, or stab someone. but other than that im great.

fuck. im really irritated. the end.

i can't sit back and watch you destroy yourself forever. this is so frustrating. i feel so worthless.

i have the worst feeling its going to happen again. its killing me.

how can you tell someone you love them, then make it so obvious that you dont want to see them? i dont know what i did wrong. i dont know what i did to deserve this. i know its going to stop. i know i deserve better. i guess youll have more time for other things now that i wont be bothing you anymore. sorry for the inconvenience. if you ( Read more... )

please dont make it so obvious you dont want to see me next time

maybe ill hate myself a little bit less then

i mowed the lawn in the rain today.

it was emo.

my life isnt what it used to be. being alone has taught me alot of things. i still have no self esteem, but i can at least be content with who i am. i have no desire to go back to i was before this. i try to stay away from things and people that remind me of the past. theres nothing i can do about the past...but i know i can do something about ( Read more... )

i simply do not exist