im 100% fed up with the winter. im tired of the cold and darkness. all i can think about lately is the summer, its all i want. i want to be able to go out side and have it be light out for hours longer. i cant wait to just chill and smoke on a nice summer's night after a long day, its going to be so awsome.

i really hate spending money on food. EX: last night i paid 5$ for 2 medium pieces of pizza. it really sucks. also, this week i completely blew off my new years resolution :/

its a new year and my resolution is to smoke less marijuana. im cutting to once a week for this month. and the every two weeks next month hopefully. and by summer......im going to go back to smoking alot cause its the fucking summer.
so anyway, for everyone who has missed my life for the past year here is a jist of what happened.

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this weekend was nuts. last night everyone was at my house. i probably laughed harder then i everhad my entire life. vinnny was showing me the funniest shit i had EVER heard/seen and on top of that we were watching 40 yr old virgin which got me laughing so hard that i was on the ground crying during it. i couldnt even believe how funny it was ( Read more... )

OMFG this month has been so retarded

so nuts. i didnt have anymore memory in my cell phone's inbox so i had to go back a delete a ton of old texts dating back to the begining of january. it was so crazy looking at all of them it helped me remember everything thats happened in the past almost year. pretty crazy.

today is so beautiful out with a hint of warm. would have been an awsome day to work on the firepit or play paintball. :[

all today i've been completly blah. and thats the only word that can semi express how i feel. last nite (friday) was amazing and i felt the happiest i had been in a very long time. just very warm. its was probably partly cause i was high and drunk but thats besides the point. today when i woke up i felt wonderful. as the day progressed i kinda ( Read more... )

tonight i went to kyles house with scott and mike and we went for a walk. its was great. then we watched american pie 2. im fucking beat as hell right now though, i tihnk its from the time change. tommorow i'll make an update about our awsome weekend

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IM A FUCKING IDIOT SHIT LIKE THAT ALWAYS HAPPENS. so i came back from dropping off kristina and taylor and i walked down to dans back yard to the fire ( Read more... )