Last night was horrible, mark and i got in a fight at about 2:30 that lasted untill 4, over something stupid that turned out to be really bad. It was over music and ended in me being a bad girlfriend that he never wanted. Now its the nest night and im still mad at him, HE WONT HAVE SEX WITH ME!!! He never wants to when i want to i have to forcwe ( Read more... )

I'm loosing control again.. This time its not about drugs, its about me. I had the most self-awakening summer. I learned that if people dont like u for u, FUCK EM!! lol But then I found Trevor.. For the first time, sum1 loved me as much as I loved them. He knew me, just as kim and terry and ali know me. Wow and now that I dont have that.. well I' ( Read more... )

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