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ur_tainted_love

Fuck.

Jul 07, 2004 03:12

I hate that your stubborn. I hate that I’m still not sure if you told your mom or not. I hate that your not here so we can take you to the hospital. I hate that you just went to sleep. I hate that you act like its no big deal. I hate that your prolly mad at me, cause instead of making you laugh I freaked out and cried like a little asshole or ( Read more... )

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I hate that... pennaylayne July 7 2004, 01:23:24 UTC

I hate that I know you torture yourself even If I don't know why you do it at all. I hate that I knew you would still be online waiting to see if I would come back. I hate that I used Matt to change the subject. I hate that I knew you would cry and told you anyway. I hate that I didn't tell my mom. I hate that I didn't even take the shower. I hate that I don't feel right at all. I hate that I'm stubborn. I hate that I feel invinceable. I hate that I don't care what happens. I hate that I believe in fate. I hate that you feel bad for not making me laugh when Matt wouldn't, Peter wouldn't and Jayesin wouldn't. I hate that you don't trust my pinkie promises. I hate that I know you'r sitting there worried as to my reaction of the post. I hate that you think I would get mad at you over something like careing ( ... )

Re: I hate that... ur_tainted_love July 7 2004, 01:39:16 UTC

i hate that you don't understand why when i dont know what the fuck is happening to you, and i know you don't either. I hate you didn't think i knew you were using him to change the subject. I don't hate that you told me. I don't care what kind of effect it has on me, i want to know whats going on with you. I hate that i knew you didn't tell your mom even when you assured me. I hate that it was obvious you didn't take a shower. I hate it was obvious that your mom did not just tell you to take a cold shower. Because really what the fuck is a cold shower going to do. I don't hate that you feel invincable. I hate that you don't acknowledge that being invincable and stubborn AREN'T the same thing. You DON'T hate that you don't care what happens. Because that would be caring. You hate that I care so much about what happens. I hate you believe in fate to the extend of letting yourself go unhelped. I hate that you won't just go to your mom like the fucking warrior I know and tell her what happened and that you need to go to the hospital. ( ... )

Re: I hate that... pennaylayne July 7 2004, 01:44:54 UTC

I love you. I'm sorry.