Well it has been far too long since I've been on here.My laptop broke ages ago....back in September and the stupid insurance company cheated their way out of fixing it.I had internet access on my dads computer but I was worried about him finding out about this site-i know he would never understand.
But hey, I have a new laptop now so I am back!! :-D ( Read more... )

hi girlies, sorry i havnt posted i a while,i hope some of u renember me....??i havnt posted in a while cuz of all the trolls that were on here,but they dont seem 2 be a problem anymore so hopefully we wont get ne more tossers on here.anywayz,update:my body either just doesnt want to lose weight/cant lose weight or im a freak or somethin.i have only ( Read more... )

hey everyone.my last few dayz, havnt been wonderful,i have not eaten anythin during the day but then eaten wen i get bk from doin shows,at like midnight orlater.its horrible,n i dont even always get to purge so i go 2 bed on a full stomach and i hate myself as i lye there thinkin,why the fuck did i do that??i didnt need that food,this is my weakest ( Read more... )

hey everyone-im sophie,im 17 and ive been ana/mia for about 2years now.i was in pro-anorexia community but it was gettin messed up and i found u guys and im so glad i did,ive been reading posts,have replied 2 a couple(hope u dont mind)and u all seem lovely.i really hope we can support each other here,which im sure we will.well,just thought id ( Read more... )

Hi girlies,i have been really crap aout everything recently,i was doing a fast and it lasted 3dayz,but after that everything went downhill.i am doing a show at the moment and wen i fasted i had like no energy 4 all the routines and stuff.so i just started eating a little bit,but then i had a bit more and a bit more.i ended up b/p but i feel ( Read more... )

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i have just got my ana bracelet in the post which lilly_delatour made and sent me!!its is beautiful!!its got red glittery stars and beads,tis beautious!!thanku so much babe!!me luv it!!mwah xxxx ( Read more... )

was starting my fast2day but was off ill again from skl 2day and i had this excrutionatingly painful...pain,?? in my stomach. i dont know wot it cud be cuz i had eaten yesterday, i did make myself sick afterwards tho,im thinkin it may be that??i was really sick and,im not 100% sure but i think a little blood came up.i didnt eat anything red and i ( Read more... )

hey girls!!altho i have eaten a little 2day(cuz it was my brothers birthday)i dont feel toooo bad,a)cuz i pocketed quite a bit of it and b)because my fast starts now and c)my ana bracelet shud arrive 2morrow!!!!wahoooo!!!! oooohh i am so excited!! i AM gonna do this i am i am i am!!!!and am gonna kick some ass and show the scales who's boss!!have ( Read more... )

hey everybody!!havnt had v.good day2day.binged most of the day,purged....took bout a ca zillion lax's.feel like poo,the really horrible fat,smelly kinda poo!!had a rehearsal 4 the show im in 2nite with the band-it went really bad!!i dont know if im gonna be able 2 do it.i just dont know how i got the part,my character is supposed 2 be beautiful and ( Read more... )

today was going well,wen i got up i decded i wud restrict my calories 2day rather than try n fast,cuz it aint been working recently,cuz i just binge afterwards,and i was doing really well,only had banana,2small apples and a muller light yogurt.then had 2 dance lessons(very intense dance lessons)and i was so hungry wen i got bak and ate like,piece ( Read more... )