had a decent job that lasted 2 days. the company is going to be shut down for a 2 week summer-break. i might be able to rejoin them after they open; before i leave for college ( Read more... )

and i want YOUR help!

i can fit 80 minutes of music which corrolates into between 15 & 20 songs...here is a list of about 40 songs...the first few i think will definitely be on the cd. of the final songs, i want YOU to comment and pick 5 of those songs and up to 2 of any other song you think deserves to be on the cd (it must have been released ( Read more... )

1 word:

statutory

I went to the door ( Read more... )

wow. i really cant stand that kid. i absolutely hate him. biggest fucking douche in the world.

i swear im gonna kill isaiah.

its not easy being blue

....wish/sorta wouldnt mind tho if i was blue & orange.

end of 2005 - life was THE shit

beginning of 2006 - life is shit

how many nights can i go crying myself to sleep?
i guess we'll see.
and its so hard trying not to cry in school.

i feel like that without the #1 love in my life, i cant love anything. or somethin like that. i dunno. its just so confusing and hard and...i want need him back. i ( Read more... )

Pnumonomicroscopicsilicovolcanocoviosophobia
- Fear of a lung disease caused by coal dust.

finally finished my research paper. i thought it wasnt too bad. my dad thinks its a piece of crap. whatever. im in college already

*bells chime* santa clause is coming to town
....tomorrow?

i could kill myself. oy. i have a huge research paper due tomorrow: 8-10 pages, double-spaced (4-5 pgs really), but first i have to read my 500-pg book and do research.

and i also kinda have to finish my holocaust presentation cuz im presenting tomorrow and i keep losing things when i save and send it to the school.

so better yet, i could kill ( Read more... )

sometimes i just cannot stand my mother at all.

everything she says just makes me...ARGH!!!

i need to punch something or get some agression out somehow. id try hockey, but shed yell at me for "fooling around" instead of doing work...maybe weight training tomorrow will help?

maybe im not the one who needs help?