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Beautiful Eyes
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The Impossible has Happened
I have fallen in love. After 8 years of unrelenting hell from the ex and 7 years of having absolutely no interest in romance of any kind, I have fallen hard for someone. I honestly thought it would never happen again ( Read more... ) -
Resiliency
I am often amazed at people's ability to deal with unrelenting tragedy and strife. And yet, here I am, in the middle of it myself and I somehow find the strength to go on, live life, even enjoy life in many ways and not sink into depression as I have in the past.
Despite my problems, I know mine are not anywhere near what some people deal with - ( Read more... ) -
Lowest of the low
I lost a major battle today and I lost someone very dear to me. The fight was long and exhausting and now it's over. At least for now. But the war is not over and I have no doubt I will prevail. Because I have something he doesn't and he never will again - the love of a wonderful son ( Read more... ) -
Days like these, I wish I had never gotten married
Why can't divorced people act civilized?
Why can't they stop using their children as pawns to hurt each other?
Why can't ex-husbands who deliberately walk out on their wives and take up with a new girlfriend and have new babies, just leave the old family alone? Why can't they stop sticking their nose and their opinions into their ex-wives' business?
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One day at a time
What do you do when the father of your sons, the man you were once married to, becomes an absolutely horrible role model for his children? What do you do when the father of your children marries a drug addict and then blames you because one of your sons is showing signs of drug abuse? What do you do when the father of your chidlren takes hypocrisy ( Read more... ) -
I am your conscience
I am your conscience
I will root and dig
I will touch every raw nerve
I will make you feel pain
I will force you to regret
I will wear you down
I will see you
I am not going anywhere
You have to live with me
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Things are better and yet not
Today is a good day. It's been quiet lately with no harrassements from the ex. That's not likely to last long, but I enjoy it while it lasts.
Unfortunately, my feelings about men have not changed and are not likely to in the near future. Everytime I hear about a cheating policitian or a cheating actor or a cheating sports figure, it just confirms ( Read more... ) -
What is there to say about love?
Oddly enough I am still a bit of a romantic. At least when it comes to other couples - especially those in the movies. I root for their love and get all mooney over their reconciliations. But in RL, I don't believe in love. I don't believe men are capable of being faithful for a lifetime. I don't believe men can really love a partner - they can ( Read more... ) -
What Goes Around Comes Around
I post anonymously and no one knows who I am. No one can be angered by my words. No one can be hurt by my words. No one can retaliate against me because I write an ugly truth ( Read more... )