Okay.

I am feeling a hair better. At least I didnt cry at work today. I feel exhausted though. Like, physically exhausted. Tired.

I feel like there's nothing left in me. Nothing more to give, no cheerfulness, no smiles, not even anymore tears. God knows Ive cried enough.

So heres a question: how do you move on from the best, most important, life ( Read more... )

I feel like a middle schooler, using an online journal. But you know what, this is all Ive got. So, you know how I posted that I was feeling alone a bit back. Okay, try now. My boyfriend of about, 3 years on and off have just broken up (last night). I am going insane. Not even kidding. Something I said was totally misinterpreted, and now Ive lost ( Read more... )

Sometimes I dont know how I deal with things. I mean, I get so upset that I really dont want to be living anymore. I wish that my life was different, I pray that God would let me have someone else's life. I just feel more alone than I think I ever have. My family here in Ardmore doesn't care whether I come or go, my dad and family in Michigan ( Read more... )

Okay, so its been incredibly long since Ive written in here. But im sick and cant go out, so this is how I am fixing my boredom.

SCHOOL: Damn... it starts soon. SENIOR year!!! I cant believe it. September 6th I officially start the first day of my last year of High School. Wow... I have done some school clothes shopping so far <3

COLLEGE: I got ( Read more... )

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You never realize how much something means to you until it is gone ( Read more... )

Ok so for some reason I havent been writing ( Read more... )

Sorry I have been, well, absent? School got out, and I didnt die during Finals. I've been in Mich since Friday (the 17th). I got to visit fams, shopping, out to dinner, etc. All the good stuff. I go home to Philly Sunday (the 26th).

I really miss that boy. He is so amazing ( Read more... )

Its awful when all you really want is that one person. Everywhere you go, you are looking around the corner to see if he is there. Every time you try to sleep, he is the one on your mind. All you can think about--him. All you wanna see--him. The only person you wanna be with--him. And its the worst feeling in the world, because you know he doesn't ( Read more... )

Sorry I have kinda died lately. A lot has been going on--I will update later. <3

( Gotta love having 4 out of 8 classes today!! )