I guess this live journal will never really end. I'm 23 years old. 5'11 228 pounds

Here's an update. I guess I took the break up really bad. Went through some things to help cope with the whole process. Which just made getting better so much harder.

Went through a stage of smoking pot everyday, working out til I almost died from exhaustion. I was ( Read more... )

 It's been awhile. I didn't know what to do. There are too many thoughts running through my head. I guess I decided to type them out cause I don't want to bother Karin with this. I want her to be happy, so I can't keep bothering her, I have to get out of her way
if I meant what I said about "hoping you find something better than me."
It's been over ( Read more... )

Wow I don't know where to start. Lately been feeling really unstable.

So I guess it all start a few months back when Drew (Randy's friend) talked trash and made me feel really mad, that morphed into motivation which lead to working out like a horse to get bigger. That was cool. Up until I injured myself. I hope to get back on track soon. This ( Read more... )

I don't know where to start.

I am just so fucking angry like all the time.

Why?

Shit with Anthony,

shit with mean people in class and the gym.

Shit with people on fucking ImInLikeWithYou.com

Why is everyone such a fucking asshole? and yes I overreacted to what specifically happened today.

Only because of all of this i've been going through and I ( Read more... )

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Hello journal. It has been awhile. hmm... Let's see. I've visiting Karin I think 3 weeks in a row now? Haha We've kinda been arguing alot, but they usually don't last too long, and they are usually over something stupid that i get mad about. I think she will get tired soon and stop caring about me ( Read more... )

My own mental instability has caused me to hurt Karin, the love of my life ( Read more... )

I've been at a loss of myself ( Read more... )

Ever since my birthday, life has been an emotional roller coaster. Happy, Angry, sad, jealous, depressed, anxious, worried, loved, curious, optimistic, pessimistic, down, up, exhausted, energetic and a bunch more. From smiles to frowns to laughing and crying and laughing while crying. Singing and crying. Crying from being touched and very happy, to ( Read more... )

Hellooooooooo Journal!!! :D ( Read more... )