Do you ever wonder when that moment would be when you light that last spark and the fuse extinguishes itself completely? Do you ever wonder if you've ever used up that last available match from that box which signals just about how many fires one fuse can handle?

There are thoughts in my head that I can't get out. It's been months ever since, and to measure the time, I stare down my body and see that I grow in width, but not in length. I knew getting that third glass of Jack was a mistake. I knew that spending the early hours of morning at that obscure cafe talking was a mistake..... no, not a mistake, but ( Read more... )

Something's quite different about today. I feel like I'm existing in a different layer of the time that we're all in and it eerily feels like I've swallowed about 2 tabs of V's. Things feel good. I spent more time than I usually do in the garage just to continue flipping pages of American Psycho after my cigarette fix. I'm tucked inside my ( Read more... )

She came over today. Hong Kong threw her back at me. "You whiny bitch, here's your girlfriend back," it said screaming. Four days of kicking and screaming that only a brat can make did the deal for Hong Kong. And now she's back. Ever as so lovely as before.

Missing someone was always something I can never deal with gracefully. I guess I could ( Read more... )

Maybe one day, one day at a time of bravery, inebriated and almost piss drunk I'll pull up in front of your house, knock on your door and tell you to your face everything that I've kept all these months. I'll tell you that I miss you some days, most days during Thursdays and Fridays when we'd each take a ride from one another because of MMDA's ( Read more... )

It stopped being cold now.
It's back to enclosure and inhaling artificial cold air for the evenings.

I slept at your house this weekend again. Don't get me wrong, your house is quite comfortable but it's just too far from home.
And dirty.

I didn't go to school today. I always felt crippled without Elektra ( Read more... )

I cannot just give up things easily but I can't come back just as so either. If it's over, it's over but I like it around for a couple of purposes. I tried resuscitation once, it didn't work out. I'm trying it out again right now and I'm crossing my fingers even if I don't like re-immersing myself in a mess I created ( Read more... )

The person who invented lies might have sidetracked a glitch in his system.

Lies can automatically be forgetten by the liar. It's hard to keep track of all of them.
The creative faculty of words and imagination isn't much to remember.

On the way to Miguel, Yayen and I were talking about focusing on our academics and studying real hard cos it's been bothering us that every time we went to class, we were so clueless of things happening around us. (due to tambay blues sa GP ( Read more... )