I have been thinking alot lately about where I would be if I would have killed myself whether I would be in heaven or in hell and honestly I am writing this in this journal because its the last place someone would look to see anything wrong with me.  People think that I am okayy and everything but I just put on a good show to make people think I am ( Read more... )

Well yeah lately I havent been home for the past couple days..... and wow when I leave everyone seems to start calling me... teehee .. well Tara I havent talked to Robert since like uhhh Wednesday maybe before I went to my Aunt's to stay for a few days!  Oh dear... well that is all I have to say but yeah it might be a tough match and Katie I am ( Read more... )

Well today is a very intersting day so far.... no one has dared to im me er talk to me... shoot I am sooo popular it tickles my nipples.. lol not really ..teehee brb gonna get an ice cream thingy! okayy I am back.. oh snap this girl is trying to talk me outta killing myself.  Maybe I should go into politics!  well i will wreite back in a few ( Read more... )

Well let me see!  Oh yes I slept, went some places, and talked to strangers about how I am feeling.. wow.. did I mention about me bring totally obscured about everything including the things going wrong in my life.

Well yeah I need you to read these lyrics and tell me what you think??!!

ThrEe DaIiS gRaCe- i HaTe EvErYtHiNg AbOoUt YoOui--

Every ( Read more... )