Idk what to do about this one situation going on in my life...i just wish it would go away.  and he doesnt seem to care about my feelings on it which bugs me.  i dont understand ( Read more... )

So life has been a little more pleasant.  lol Im now dating someone I wasnt sure I ever would...not becuz I didnt like him, just becuz I never thought Id give into my feelings.  But one day I realized I couldnt live without him and that changed everything.  Frank Bredt and I are together and very very happy.  Hasnt ever been a month yet (5 more ( Read more... )

So itz been a long time ( Read more... )

 so yeah. we're in the new apartment...it was fucking sick!!! fucking nasty fucks that lived there b4 us didnt clean ANYTHING! Ew...

but other than that its sweet.  still feeling shitty tho, always.  i dont know what to do anymore.

i cant seem to fix myself this time...

 I hate my life right now...


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I wanna sleep...all the time.

Im ruining my relationship...Im sooooo suprised he hasnt broken up with me...Ive been waiting...

Idk anymore.

 So...yeah.  Life is life I guess.  I dont know what to do with myself half the time because I dont know what to do anymore.  I'm just wasting away to nothing.  Why am I so worried about everyone else but me?  I dont understand why I do that to myself.  I need a change.  Im going to be 22 tomorrow and itz really making me think about shit.  I know ( Read more... )

 These thoughts and feelings are starting to get to me now...I feel it in my bones.

All I wanna do is sleep.

I wont win...until I do it...

And even then I'll be in pain.

Idk.

My life is so fucked up.

Other than that...

HAPPY SAINT PATTY'S DAY

:sigh:  well nothing really new.  same ol shit.  ha.

been thinking about this one person lately.  itz really bothering me.  makes me wanna shoot them.  eh.

idk.  cant wait until Friday...get my drink on with my Trishy and Kelly.  yah!  Um.

theres this new person at work, i have a feeling shes not gonna work out here.  i said that from the day she ( Read more... )

Well Im sitting here thinking about my summer last year and the difference between that one and this one. I still have the rest of July and August to go but itz been uneventful besides some family gatherings we had. Brian and me gotta do more shit other than go shopping for the apartment. But itz so hard when we both work full time. Weekends just ( Read more... )