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To whom it may concern:

Why is that we all argue over whose pain is worse?  Quite frankly, how do you, or I, know what anyone else is going through?  It’s not possible.  I am not trying to start a flame war, but quite simply trying to show you how idiotic the whole thing is.

I have grown up watching my father suffer with ( Read more... )

 I was wondering if anyone had this.  I can't find it anywhere and yesasia has been out of stock. :(

 No, I promise, I'm not insane. Even though this sounds like something out of a really bad horror movies. It's not, I swear it's not.

After caring for the demon on four paws this morning I blissfully passed out in bed next to he who has some sort of temporary plague. Wonderful, yes? Yes, because after a night of freezing my ass off on the couch ( Read more... )

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It just hit that I will never give birth to a child.
I feel useless.
Happy fucking New Year.

( Pretty puppy~ )

I bought razors yesterday.
I was going to kill myself, but I couldn't.
I'm screaming inside and I can't do anything about anything anymore.
I just want to die.
Dear God, just make it go away, please.

So Stu and I have officially moved into the apartment. We still need to get some stuff like his box springs so we can actually sleep on the bed and not on the mattress on the floor. We need furniture for the living room, but we'll solve that when we go to his mamaw's and get the two chairs. We need a couch, but we don't have the money right now ( Read more... )

Okay, back to back entries.  I'm going to write type  down everything positive about Stu.  I think it's needed because then I can come back and read when I'm feeling down about us/him/me...we'll just refer to 'us' from now on.  Now, let's get started....--fairly long list--

When we first started talking, I gave him four reasons why no one would ever ( Read more... )