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[urheadasplode]

so here i am. sitting. after an insanely ridiculously stressful and busy week, im at home. sitting by myself for the first time..and i have to say. im not enjoying it. i miss my family and i miss my dad. i shouldnt have gone back to work so soon. i dont know.. i just dont feel like doing anything except drinking.. i dislike my job suddenly. which

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[leschat]

dont beat yourself up, he understands.

just take it one day at a time, dont think too far ahead. like i said call me if you feel down & wanna talk i'm gonna be here

[urheadasplode]

i know.. and i know you are.. and i really wish like right now you DID live with me for real.. but.. i know all this stuff is making you upset to because its a reminder.. and i dont want that. i dont want you to be upset because of me josh...