and counting.
then ill have a little wife. ahaha..

think im going to make my cake with the help of brittany and sasha. its gonna rock. red velvet.. mmm..

wow.
im gonna feel old.
im getting married!!
and josh is having a baby!? wow!

also. last cigarette today!
my mom has a facebook. wtf
and my aunts have freshly pierced bellies. Wtffff

headache. hungry. just had a REALLY weird dream.

and nicholas got sprayed by a skunk. because he thought it was a cat....?

i got my car back yesterday! yay! i missed it so much and was so glad to get rid of the focus death mobile ( Read more... )

youre the number 1 wet blanket...

so here i am. sitting. after an insanely ridiculously stressful and busy week, im at home. sitting by myself for the first time..and i have to say. im not enjoying it. i miss my family and i miss my dad. i shouldnt have gone back to work so soon. i dont know.. i just dont feel like doing anything except drinking.. i dislike my job suddenly. which ( Read more... )

what can i say? im very ...happy right now. i feel live finally gotten over the urge to isolate myself. i have some super fantastic friends who i love. and i got to spend time with some this weekend which was so relaxing and super exciting at parts ( Read more... )

so today was.. just about wonderful ( Read more... )

i have been so sick. but today i feel much better. actually. this was probably like.. my worst migraine of all time. i even left work ( Read more... )

today ah. was actually a nice day.well at least i think. ill find out for sure tomorrow.its pretty sad that i cant actually know how my day was until i get into work the next day and actually find out if i did alright.i think its going to be a long year with that crap ( Read more... )

so been a while. things have been really.. stressful.. to say the least lately. shit with work and all kinds of crap with luke.but it seems like its getting better ( Read more... )