i need a fucking star chart. october and november have been WHACK ( Read more... )

i have as many doctor appointments this week as i have classes ( Read more... )

the strangest, and i do mean strangest thing: i'm laying on the couch, reading a thousand plateaus for class. the cats are both running around like fools, and i am squinting in attempt to ignore their ruckus and focus. a static arises briefly from the speakers next to me, with a short spurt of jibberish-like english over it, sounding much like ( Read more... )

i really need to learn to sort the romantic sentiments from the not-so ( Read more... )

running into the boy who dumped me for another girl while i'm on a date with a girl. happy friday

"or we must refuse the truth and resign ourselves to the only alternative: boredom and disgust, which are a kind of emotional death we choose in order to protect ourselves from the emotional risks of life."

i had a sex dream about bruce springsteen last night

it was the best thing that has ever occurred in the course of my diminutive existence

oh yeah, bruce.
touch me there.

meh. i'm giving up on replacing the bike for now. ordering a shitty 2009 dawes off of ebay, i think. maybe if i'm lucky my rich grandma will send me money around birthday time and i can start saving again then. oh, the life of a middle class girl with her priorities jumbled

i am going to go to a psychic soon. or an astrologer. somebody

all i'm trying to do is save up money to replace this bike. i feel trapped inside without it. but every time i feel like i've gotten more than a few bucks, something financially catastrophic happens and i end up owing someone serious money. the store ipod at work disappeared during my shift... i have to replace that. the night my glasses broke and ( Read more... )

ever since i bought that bicycle i've felt more sane. more in tune with everything. i've ridden it almost every day since i bought it, thought about it as much as one would a lover, and have even spent certain increments of time sitting next to it and staring at it ( Read more... )