okay so lately i have to admit, things have been pretty out of the ordinary. i honestly just want to quit at life. i cant take this shit anymore. i feel like i rely to much on other people. i cant live like that. why cant i be at peace with myself? i dont know. it sux tho. i miss matt. but im dating nick. its like a whirl wind of fucking things ( Read more... )

so my life is on a totally different track now. im not with matt. im not with rj. im alone. and its the best feeling in the entire world. i love my life right now. except for the fact that i need to get a job, other than that, everything is going perfect. i am seeing nick. hes fucking amazing. i hang out with all my boys again. and natalie too!! im ( Read more... )

i love rj mcconnnon with all my heart. this is so hard for me to be apart from him like this. everytime we fight, its like he doesnt even care about me anymore. i cant stand it. i love him so much.<3

once upon a time there was this girl. she grew up a crazy roller ocaster type of life. she moved all around, but finally ended up back at home in her hometown. she met a new group of people. and she loved her life. she met this young boy who went to her new skewl, and they hit it off. sadly, they got into major drug problems. but they overcame it, ( Read more... )

wow it has been entirely too long since i wrote in here. fuck that shit. i need to way more often. i love this thing. gosh its great<3

well shits been good lately. i love life. i need to fucking graduate though. ASAP. ugh. im lagging it. well ummm not much to say. so lates <310chelle

i L0VE ANASTASiA NiCH0LE STEELE. BFFL <3

FUCK FAKES. FUCK FRiENDS THAT LiE. OVER AND OVER AGAiN. WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO BEST FRiENDS THAT WERE LiKE BLOOD? BEST FRiENDS ARE SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR FAMiLY. YOUR BLOOD. i GUESS THAT'S JUST THE WAY i SEE THiNGS THESE DAYS. AS FOR EVERYONE ELSE, i GUESS NOT. i JUST HAVE TO GET OVER CERTAiN THiNGS. iLL ALWAYS GET HURT,BACKSTABBED,AND STEPPED ON. "iTS ( Read more... )

FUCK MYSPACE.

THiS WEEKEND AT NASCAR WAS SO MUCH FUNN. ME AND MATTHEW AND KOLEY AND EVERYONE ELSE HAD A BLAST. i LOVED iT. WERE BACK HOME NOW. [[SOUTH BAY BiTCH!]] iTS GOOD TO BE HOME. iM SO DRAiNED FROM PARTYiNG ALL WEEKEND. WOWSERS. WELL ANYWAYS, i LOVE YOU ALL. iM GONNA GO TRY TO BUY SOME DRUGS. PEACE G'S. <310 CHELLiiE 1/7 SBH <3 BiTCHES!